Arvi's pov:
The next morning came too quickly, my head still buzzing from the laughter and sugar overload of the night before. My heart, though still bruised, didnāt feel quite as shattered.
When I returned to the Oberoi Mansion, everything looked the same the marble floors, the grand staircase, the silence that usually pressed heavy on my shoulders. But this time, I felt lighter. Maybe because I wasnāt carrying it all alone anymore.
Later that afternoon, I found myself sitting in the study room with Vanisha. She had a notebook open, frustration creasing her forehead as she tried to make sense of algebra.
āNo, look,ā I said gently, pointing at the problem. āYou just substitute this value here. Like this see?ā
Her eyes lit up. āOhhh. Thatās actually... not so bad.ā
I smiled. āTold you. You're getting it.ā
I smiled to myself. There was something oddly peaceful about this, this tiny moment of normalcy.
That peace was interrupted when I heard the faint echo of footsteps approaching, followed by a familiar voice.
āArvi beta,ā Choti Maa called from the hallway.
I stood up quickly and stepped out of the room. She was waiting there with her usual warm-but-stern expression, eyes already scanning me head to toe. āCome with us. Weāre going to meet a girl for Vivaanās rishta.ā
For a second, I blinked. āVivaanās rishta?ā
She nodded, the faintest smile tugging at her lips. āHaan. A good family has sent a proposal. And since weāre all going, youāll come too. Youāre his bhabhi, after all. Badi Bahu of this house.ā
There was a pause long enough for her words to settle into my chest. She said it so casually, like it was obvious. But to me, it wasnāt. Not yet. Not fully.
Still, I nodded. āOf course, Choti Maa.ā
The Oberoi convoy moved in style two cars packed with bodygaurds, laughter spilling before we even left the gates. Choti Maa sat in the front seat with Chote Papa and maa Papa in other car,excitement barely contained. Everyone was in high spirits.
Except Vivaan.
He sat beside me in the backseat, quiet. Not the usual chirpy, joke cracking Vivaan who could make even the driver laugh. He was⦠still. His gaze fixed outside the window, as if counting trees instead of moments.
I nudged him lightly. āYou okay?ā
He turned slowly, plastering a smile on. āYeah, just⦠tired. Long week.ā
But it didnāt convince me.
This was Vivaan, the same boy who once danced around the living room making everyone happy. The one who called me āArvi bhabhiā with a teasing wink that made the whole family laugh.
But today, that spark was missing. There was a weight in his eyes I hadnāt seen before.
I wanted to ask more. But the car pulled into the driveway of the girlās house, and the moment passed.
Still⦠something tugged at my heart.
Iād always seen him as my little brother. Sweet. Mischievous. Loyal.
But today, as he silently followed behind me, that silence spoke volumes.
And I couldnāt help but wonder was this really about a rishta?
Or was he quietly breaking inside, the way I once had?
The visit was everything a typical rishta meeting should be warm welcomes, sweets served with nervous smiles, and subtle glances between families. The girl was lovely. Polite. Pretty. Perfect, by traditional standards.
Everyone seemed pleased.
Except Vivaan.
He sat beside Bade Papa, answering questions when asked, nodding when needed. But his eyes never lit up. His laugh didnāt reach his eyes. And when the girlās mother made a lighthearted comment about their future being āso bright together,ā I saw it.
That flicker of discomfort. So quick, so small no one else noticed.
But I did.
He looked like someone playing a role. Not living it.
When we returned to the mansion, everyone discussed wedding prospects excitedly. Maa, Choti Maa was glowing. Bade Papa already making future plans.
But Vivaan disappeared.
And I couldnāt ignore the way my chest ached a little watching him go upstairs, head low.
So I followed.
I knocked gently on his door, and when he didnāt answer, I walked in.
He was sitting on the floor by his bed, arms resting on his knees, head tilted back against the wall.
āVivaan?ā I said softly.
He didnāt move.
I sat beside him.
āWhatās going on?ā I asked. āYouāve been quiet since morning. And donāt say youāre tired I know you better.ā
He sighed, eyes closed. āNothingās wrong, bhabhi. Just⦠needed some air.ā
I gave him a look.
He cracked the smallest smile. āOkay, fine. Maybe a lot of air.ā
I waited. Let the silence stretch.
Finally, he said, āEveryoneās so happy. Mom, Dad, even Choti Maa Chote Papa. I should be happy too, right?ā
āBut youāre not,ā I said gently.
He shook his head. āNo. Iām not.ā
āWhy?ā
He looked at me then really looked at me and my heart sank.
āIām not happy becauseā¦ā he paused, then said it, low and honest, ābecause I love someone else.ā
My breath caught.
āWhat?ā I whispered, blinking in surprise.
He nodded slowly, looking away, his jaw tense. āIām in love with someone else, bhabhi.ā
I stared at him, stunned. That wasnāt what I expected not after the way heād been behaving, not after the way Iād assumed his quietness had something.
āWhoā I started, then stopped, the thoughts in my head spinning too fast to form words.
He hesitated, then looked at me again. āPromise you wonāt tell anyone?ā
āI promise.ā
He bit the inside of his cheek and said, āItās Nia.ā
My eyes widened. āNia? My Nia?ā
He gave the smallest nod. āIāve liked her for a long time now. Sheās different. Real. I donāt even know if she sees me that way, but every time I look at her⦠itās like I see everything I want in one person.ā
I smiled, heart softening. āVivaan⦠why didnāt you say anything before?ā
He shrugged. āBecause I thought I had time. And now, this rishta⦠itās happening so fast. Everyone's so excited. I donāt want to disappoint them. But I donāt know what to do either.ā
I reached out and placed a hand on his shoulder. āYou donāt have to make anyone happy at the cost of your own heart, Vivaan. If you love her, you should fight for it. Iāll help you.ā
His eyes glistened with gratitude. āYou really mean that?ā
āI do,ā I smiled. āLetās talk to Nia. Letās figure this out together. But first, letās breathe.ā
He smiled through the emotion, and for the first time that day, a bit of his usual brightness returned.
I closed the door to my room, heart thudding in my chest. I couldnāt sit with this alone. Not tonight.
My fingers hovered over my phone before I finally tapped Niaās name.
She picked up on the second ring. āHey babe, whatās up?ā
I sat on the edge of my bed, voice a little shaky. āNia⦠I need to tell you something. And I need you to be honest with me.ā
Her tone shifted immediately. āOkay⦠youāre scaring me a little. Whatās wrong?ā
I took a deep breath. āItās about Vivaan.ā
A pause. āVivaan?ā
āHe told me today⦠heās in love with you.ā
Silence.
For a second, I thought the call had disconnected. But then she sighed. āArvi⦠no.ā
āWhat do you mean ānoā?ā
āI mean I donāt love him,ā she said softly, gently but firmly. āIāve always joked around with him, flirted, yes. But it was never serious for me. I didnāt think it was for him either.ā
I swallowed. āNia, heās not pretending. Heās sure. He said heās liked you for a long time.ā
Her voice dropped. āI had no idea. If I had even an inkling, I wouldāve backed off completely. You know me. I would never lead someone on if I knew it meant something.ā
āI know,ā I whispered. āI know you wouldnāt. But⦠heās hurting. Thereās a rishta on the table for him and he canāt even pretend to be happy about it.ā
āI feel awful,ā Nia whispered. āBut I canāt lie, Arvi. I donāt feel that way about him. Heās sweet, and I care about him, but I donāt love him. And I donāt want to start something out of guilt either.ā
āI understand,ā I said, rubbing my forehead. āThank you for being honest. Iāll⦠Iāll talk to him.ā
āWill he be okay?ā
āI donāt know,ā I murmured. āBut he will be. He has me.ā
āAnd heās lucky for that,ā she said gently.
We said our goodnights after that, but I didnāt sleep for a long while. My heart felt heavy for Vivaan, for Nia, for the silent storms people carry in the quiet corners of their hearts.
He would need strength.
And I would be there, like always.
After the call with Nia ended, I just sat there.
Still.
Silent.
Until the silence cracked.
I buried my face in my hands as the tears came fast, too fast to stop this time. Not for Vivaan. Not for Nia. This ache⦠this was something else.
āRayaan,ā I whispered, like saying his name might summon him back. Back from wherever he was. Back to the way things were before I said the words that ruined everything.
I missed him.
So much it physically hurt.
I missed the way he looked at me when no one was watching. The way he said my name like it meant something. Like I meant something. I missed the little talks, the rare laughs, the quiet moments when it felt like maybe, just maybe, we were real.
But he left.
Two months.
No goodbye.
Just silence.
And now here I was, crying into a pillow in a room that smelled like him. Wrapped in a dupatta I hadnāt washed because it still held his scent.
āI told you I loved you,ā I whispered, voice cracking, āand you disappeared.ā
The walls felt too tight, my skin too heavy. I wanted to scream. To tear something apart just to match what I felt inside.
But all I could do was cry.
Because I missed my husband.
I missed the man who made my heart stutter.
And the worst part?
I didnāt even know if he missed me too.

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